Justifiably Angry

So it might come down to this: choosing to stay in a relationship with me or get kicked out.  Her parents are talking over whether to give this ultimatum to their daughter.  Either choice would bring hardship to my girl, but they might force it upon her anyway.  If this were my daughter and there was the slightest chance she might choose her man, I would back down from the threat.  But since they hate me so much, I guess it might seem reasonable to them.

I suppose I will go to work now and scream this song from Jonah33:

All of my sincere apologies
Have been redirected unto you
It seems our halos have become
Simply loopholes that we use
For re-direction
Of our imperfection

Tell me is there something I can do
For you to help you change your view
And say I am not the enemy
Tell me, tell me, tell me

It appears you've become so content
Handing out your stubborn judgments
So show and tell your benefits
Of your beliefs and negligence
Cause not so long ago
You used to be the one you hate

Broken trust
And a broken life
Create in you a twisted lie
Take a second glance
At what you can fit inside of your intellect
Then tell me then
How can it be God?

Currently Listening Wrestling Angels By Grover Levy see related

poetry or some semblence thereof

Aimee wrote a poem for me:

To Justin,

You are my man;

You have no tan.

I was angry tonight;

You wanted to fight.

I would have kicked your butt;

You would have pinched my tutt. Ouch!

Evansville, IN

Snowfall this year 1.1 in.  For the year! And I missed the big snowfall back home.

Dan W: Zero candy bars suck beyond belief.  I actually threw it away after a single bite. I didnt get fat throwing away candy bars. So it must be bad.

I miss ya'all.

Remember, all soda is coke out here. which is retarted.

Moving

Well, it is official: I'm moving to Evansville, Indiana so I can be closer to Aimee.  For those who think I am retarded, you are probably right.  But I'm gonna try anyway.

Mistake of my Life from Caedmon's Call:

I'm in love, never been so sure of anything
Then again, could be a tumor in my brain
Tricking me into thinking that we were meant to be
Either way I'm about to shock my family
And my hometown again
'Cause this time I'm leaving

Once I'm gone I cannot look back
I've got to trust this is right
'Cause maybe I'm on my way to find you
But maybe I'm gonna make the mistake of my life

Since we met my life's been so up in the air
Here today but by next week I could be there
On the street struggling to support my newest vice
with a sign, says 'I will work for love advice'
'Cause I will mow your lawn
if you tell me what I’m doing wrong

But I’ll leave the car running'
And I’ll leave half the boxes packed
For the slim chance I'll go right back

scary

Is there anything more frightening than talking to the parents of the woman you want to marry?

Especially when they've met you only twice.

And you are five years older than the woman in question.

And you have yet to finish school after eight years.

And you have only recently been promoted from peon to glorified peon.

And the woman and her mom ended an argument only four hours before with "she's not ready to get married."

And you are so wound up that when she offers to hold your hand during the talk, you refuse for fear you would break her hand.

Nevertheless, the discussion went well.  We are not engaged.  But I'm hoping that is subject to change.